Hi carla. Yes I am still 'at it' in regards to trying to convince people of that which I (at the moment at least) believe/think/know is true. Truth is very important to me. I want human society to embrace truth, to leave behind superstitions, and to move forward. Those are some of my values. I had those values as a JW and I have them now. I even went door-to-door one day in my neighbor to promote atheism and naturalism to people. On another day I set up a display of atheistic books about 20 feet away from where JWs had their witnessing carts set up.
When I was a JW I witnessed begrudgingly out of a sense of duty. But the pro-atheism witnessing I do now I do so due to strong compelling desire and due to strong conviction. That is partly because what I have now was chosen freely by me - without psychological pressure or manipulation - and because I perceive the harm the WT religion, and belief in supernaturalism in general, has done. I also imagine how prosperous human society would be today if it had given up supernaturalism and superstition 1,000 years ago or even 300 years ago. Do you see now why I care if people believe or not?
It should be kept in mind though that I become a JW in large part because I was raised from infancy in the JW religion by my JW parents and by my mother's JW parents. But even then, when I was contemplating getting baptized as a JW I had serious doubts about the religion (including its teaching that biological evolution is false). If only back then I had enough ever read atheistic and freethinker literature, I would very likely had never become baptized as a JW. The expectations of the JW religion (such as the expectation during JW meetings to give answers that are in agreement with JW teachings) hindered me from properly questioning and critiquing the religion. I got baptized at age 15. If I had first learned of the religion after age 18 I probably would never had become a JW.
But, regarding Naturalism and Humanism I question them and don't force myself to accept all of their ideas. I try to follow the evidence to wherever it leads. I challenge my ideas/beliefs and test them, from time to time. I only accept those ideas of Naturalism and Humanism that seem correct to me. For example, I ponder the implications of (and the purported proof of) whether or not our universe (as well as space and time) truly had a beginning.
Though I agree with many elements of Humanism (and there are many competing definitions of Humanism given by various Humanists) I don't agree with all of the ideas of Humanism. I don't feel comfortable with some of the values of the most common forms of Humanism (including the idea of abortions of human embryos and fetuses being considered a moral right and even a good thing). Around the year 2010 I started calling myself a Humanist, but a few years ago I stopped identifying myself by the label of Humanist. I don't fully agree with some of the political views that are bundled in various concepts of Secular Humanism. In the year 2009 (or 2010) I started identifying myself as a Naturalist and non-theist, and in 2010 (or 2011) I also identified myself as an atheist (a positive/strong atheist, not merely the agnostic type) and I have continued to identify as a Naturalist, a non-theist, and an atheist.
The idea of Naturalism is less complicated than that of Humanism and as a result I relate more to Naturalism than to Humanism. I do not belong to any atheist, Naturalist or Humanist organization, though I have some association with some organizations of them. [But for politically practical reasons I do currently belong to a political party.] Thomas Paine said regarding himself the following: "My own mind is my own church." I say that "I have no church and no religion. My mind is my own belief-system."